Monday, October 8, 2012

Somewhere is here, sometime is now...

When she thinks and asks
questions I cannot
answer

when she ponders,
desires something
I cannot
provide

heart sinks
mind falters
leaves me
empty

values clash
identities mix
priorities fight
war bursts
inside


suffering is futile
moves me nowhere
leaves me
perturbed

goals examined
future questioned
plans challenged
comfort disturbed

time to move
to adapt
to recognize
to prioritize
responsibility

values of love
relationship
fatherhood
stability

trump dreams
visions
fantasies
false identity

focus on future
shifts
eyes see
what she sees

what I want
who I want
to be

what she needs
who I am
presently

new path 
to walk
new choices
to make
new dreams
to hold
new chances
to take

I am
her father
I am
her guide
I am
her strength
I am
whole
inside

loved ones see
tears fall
freely

hearts express
pain and love
sincerely

heart reacts
mind scrambles
old patterns
spring into
place

I will not fail
I will succeed
make my
dreams
come alive

in her face